Anything?

I honestly feel as if life is just slipping through my fingers.

That I am sitting here and it is going.

I'm gazing out the window as the cars rush by.

I feel the warm sun in my hair as I lay by the pool.

I see a totally different perspective from down here.

I see people working.

I see people striving to be better.

To do better.

I see people who give up, who don't try at all.

Where am I in the mix of these people?

Who do I want to be and where am I going?

Can I actually have the desire to want and work for something in my life?

Yes, yes. I could.

I could do whatever I wanted.

Anyone.... can do what ever they want in this life.

ANYTHING!!! yes. I can do hard things.

I can, and I will.

and you know what?

If I can at least try, I'm sure anyone can too. 

Love, Madeliene.

-not to sure where that came from.

Life is good.