Someone like you.

I have been holding back writing something for a while...

Why? I'm not sure.

I think I am scared. but I'm not sure exactly why.

I am at this point in my life where I am just here!

I am living my life. I have tons of plans.
 I have been there, done that. I am always going.

Maybe, I am just wanting to grow up to fast.
 Maybe, I want to get on with my life.

But I love being where I am! I love where I am at..

But the future just holds so much more! 

Everyday I get stronger, grow and learn, and hopefully become a better person.

Some days set me back.
But recently I have been just happy I guess.

I know I'm only 17. 

I know that I am just a young girl but really..

I am aloud to like someone.

Yes, yes I am.

and I think.. I like you.

I could see myself liking someone like you.

Being around someone like you constantly. 

Having that drive, that motivation to be better because of you.

Someday I will be with someone for forever.

Someday I will find that boy that will bring me complete happiness.

Someday I will find someone who completes me.

Who I cherish.

Someday I will look back and have no regrets.

Someday I will know what true love is.

and I will never let it go.

Never take it for granted.

I will prepare myself now to find the right guy.

So I can be the right girl for that guy.

I want to be that old couple walking side by side holding hands.

Sitting on the front porch swing, still laughing and talking about old times and the times to come.

About there memories.

About the good times and the hard times.

About there children and how they have grown.

About there unconditional love for each other.

For now, I have a lot to experience. A lot of more things to learn.

and I'm sure more guys to meet.

For now, I'll live my life.

Always hoping, striving, working for a better future 

and more memories to look back on.

For now, I'll be happy.

For now, I'll smile.

For now, I'm content.

Live. Laugh. Love.

Love, Madi Louise :)