Sunday, October 30, 2011

One day your dreams will become mine, My dreams will become yours, and together our dreams will become reality.

One day. In the far away future.
After I have served a mission.
After I have learned exactly who I am.
Once I've lived my life and studied abroad.
Once I've finished growing as an individual..
I hope for what every other girl hopes for.
Yep, marriage.

The perfect guy. 
 Not perfect, but perfect for me.
I hope to have a darling family.
To raise my children and to love them.

I need that guy who will hold me when all is wrong.
When my flashbacks from the past bring me down.
When the present isn't going just how we had planned.
I need someone to communicate with me.
Someone I feel comfortable talking with and telling them exactly how I feel.
I need that person that doesn't scare me. That looks at me and knows what I need.
I need loyalty and complete honesty. 
I want someone to truly love me.
So I can love them back.
I need to be cared for. and I need to care for him,
I need a healthy relationship where things get resolved when they go wrong.
I need that guy that makes me laugh.
Who puts a smile on my face.
Who I am completely myself around.
Who takes me on crazy adventures.
I want someone to roll down hills with me.
to look at the stars with me.
to go on midnight walks with me.
to kiss me in the rain.

I'm your typical girl.

But most of all.
I want that guy with the burning testimony.
a return missionary.
someone who knows the church is true.
someone to hold my hand in church.
to bare his testimony to me when I need it.
to give me a priesthood blessing.
to discuss topics of the gospel.
to pray together.
study the scriptures together.
to go to the temple together.
to learn and grow with.

I hope wish and pray that I live my life in a way that I can find this person who makes me truly happy.
Someone I can love.
and be in love with.
Someone that completes me.
makes me a better person.
lifts me up.
pushes me to do what is right.

One day, when the time is right, I'll find him.
For now, I'm happy being me.
Taking life as it comes.
Dealing with the trials.
Praying for help when they come.
Loving every second I have.
and being grateful for all my blessings.

The gospel is true ladies and gentleman.
Its the only thing that keeps me truly happy.
Living its principles brings true happiness. I promise you that.

Live. Laugh. Love.

Not Even Once.

First Time.
Every Time.
All the Time.
Always.
No Matter What.

Keep your head up.

Love, Madi Louise:)




2 comments:

  1. I just love you, and the fact that you pretty much said exactly what I was just about to blog about. :)

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  2. This is beautiful. The Lord won't let you settle for less than this. I know this because He knew exactly what I needed and wanted and as I was willing to be led to it, He took me there. You will have exactly this, because of who you are. When you find a guy who loves the Lord, the best part about that guy will be all the things that aren't on that list! The silly mistakes and quarks are my favorite things about Cam.

    Madi, you just have such a light about you and you make me want to be a better person. You deserve all the happiness in the world, and I know you will work hard for it.

    Love ya, girl!

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